Im in a good mood today so i shall blog. 
Today’s exam was actually fun. Most of the questions were answerable Not too much hope into it now because big hopes usually ends with big disappointment
This is unrelated but just feel like talking about it. One thing that single people always complain is how lonely they are. I admit, yes im filled with jealousy everytime a couple hold hands and walk past me. Then I will complain about how lonely I am again. But come to think of it, having a girlfriend isnt really that much of a big deal. <– what did i just say?? Having good friends are way much better. It has been a long time since i met any new friends so i feel kinda sad for myself.
And having good food is better than friends :p oops okay just kidding friends forever alright?
Today while waiting for my dad to pick me up, this gal who have been my course mate for a year and a half now came talk to me. Ive seen her in classes, in tutorials, but i barely remember her name. I tried hard to remember while talking to her bout the test we just did, and about her hometown. Then she introduced herself and I intro-ed myself- which is an embarrassment on my part. Why did i say i have not made new friends for a long time now? Because i forgot the simplest thing in the beginning of a friendship- shake hands and the ‘nice-to-meet-you’ part. The thing is guys are always engrossed with getting the chick’s number, getting the chick’s msn or friendster where we open it up and stare at your picture for 1000 times that we forgot the simplest thing to do: walking up to someone you dont know but you would like to meet, shake hands and just be friends!
I feel shame on my part because being course mates for half a year now, I dont really know everyone in my course. While there is this gal who used to take SAM with me and is also in my course now but we were not that close. We used to say hi smile bye in the beginning but soon after, she get on with her peers and i get on with my circle of friends and sometimes we just dont even smile to each other anymore. This, i feel is very sad because sometimes i look at her and just expecting to see a reaction but there is none.
So stop feeling bad about yourself and start smiling to the world. I feel that its the positive energy we release that attracts friends into our lives not how we look like or what we are. agreeable?
p.s fine i admit. I just wanted to brag about how a pretty girl actually talk to me today (feels good after letting it out blehh) oh i feel shes interesting too and shes from sarawak
