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Its 3AM in the morning and i want to yell out

YATTAAAAAAAAAA I DID IT!!!!!!!!!

I FINISHED MY BIOCHEMISTRY ESSAY!!

luckily its not that tough. 1500 words essay. Just for the past few days Ive been reading all sort of journals which are so…

so…

so…

too..

SCIENTIFIC!.

Just few hours back I was typing words into my essay, and I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS TYPING ALL THE WAY TO THE 1500th word of the essay.

Then when i read my essay again to final check it, hmnnn its not that bad. FOR A LAST MINUTE WORK! never ever ever do THAT again!

* i wondered how many times I said that already for the past few years*

the thing is, our butt only moves if something is pushing it. (butt has no muscles so you cant move it by urself) And the night before your assignment is due, you start to panic and your butt magically MOVES!

Then i took 30 minutes to practice my oral presentation. WHICH IS 6 HOURS FROM NOW.

HECK its just a 2-minute presentation. I have no idea why Im so panicky over it. WHY AM I HAVING THIS PANICKY FEELING? WHOS WATCHING? DR EMILY GOH!

no, im not in love with my recently married chemistry lecturer.

haha ok the fact is, i PANIC because 2 minutes is REALLY REALLY SHORT! Seriously. If i go up in front of the lecture hall, take a deep breath in

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH~

and then take a deep breath out

FWHUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

its already 2 minutes gone!

How are they going to access us in such short time? I think I would be like a bullet train with speed of 102103214893214092143 words/minute.

okay calm down Adrian, calm down. lets see what happens. Time to sleep to freshen up.

You know how sometimes, when you really put your full force and effort into it but in the end it just turns out to be…

nothing.

You have been doing good all this while, and one simple report that takes a few % of your total subject assesment will give you a really huge blow.

I put effort into it.

I put time into it.

I squeezed my brain juice doing it.

I DID MY BEST. I REALLY DID.

and yet, this tiny report mark given by the lecturer just came in and break everything. It just hits me harder for the fact that i really REALLY put myself into it and yet look what happens?

Then there will be people telling you, its just like 5% or less.

but, its SUPPOSED TO BE FREE MARKS!

you take a lil bit here and a lil bit there and all is GONE!

Its so discouraging that I really dont feel like doing anything already. I dont know it just cut deep into your heart.

What is gone is gone. Its over. Think positive.

But,

WHY?

Have you ever been in the situation where you face like really really crappy ignorant people?

Just today, I was at the library, finishing my biochem lab report which is due this Thursday. I was at the quiet zone where EVERYONE there is supposed to breath slower because you can even hear yourself breathing. Yeah, if you even FART at a quiet zone that would be like bombing Hiroshima with a FART NUCLEAR MISSLE.

Observe silence notes are pasted on every single table in the quiet zone.

SO there I was when this hero came directly opposite me with his laptop. Then he started turning on the earphones with a freaking LOUD volume. It was so loud, I swear normal people would have internal organ bleedings and die on the spot.

Thats not the worse part. He started singing, and its like those crappy high tone sounds followed by soft mumbling. He doesn’t even know the lyrics but then he start to humm those TUNES OUT L-O-U-D.

he went like YEAAAAaaaaAAAaa~ AHHHHhhhhhaa~

It was so funny and annoying at the same time. Because in my mind, i could only think of one statement to describe him.

FUCKING RETARD. FISHING EGGTART

seriously. he sounded like a crazy guy. YOUUUUuuuuuuuuu~~!!! wtf?

Seriously, if I was really studying I would go straight at him and punch him in the face.

I cant even fart at a quiet zone and this guy is humming some fcking tunes out loud.

Thats not all, there was a group of 4 behind me discussing about perfumes for their written assignment.

WHat the hell?

b!aaaatches! Port Dickson beach! Why on EARTH do the librarians put up the notice on every single table if you are just going to be an ignorant crap. I seriously dont understand which part of SILENCE in the warning paper they dont understand.

This is how ignorant some people can be. WOoooOOOo~.

edit: see. this is what happens when you make your blog posts suitable for viewers of all age. fishing doesnt sound right. :p and speaking of beach, i wanna gooo!

All my troubles seems so far away……

Yeah. that was yesterday. Trouble is coming STRAIGHT at me from this second onwards.

I know. PROCRASTINATION is such a FUN thing to DO!

tomoro la. plenty of time left.

but then just when you realise it, its already too late.

time never waits.

p.s my i have some boob pain yesterday. No, its not a lump.  I was doin dumbells while watching TVB drama. wrong move. Did that for like 15 minutes then the pain on my boob was so unbearable i fell off the chair after that. wtf.

If you see my left boob larger than normal, dont ask. *whistles*

this morning i woke up happily, young, single and available and was doing a bit of porn websurfing before I’d hit the threadmills.

Then i saw them near my mousepad.

ok not as scary as this one because if i really see these i would be at the corner of my house crying, not typing out a blog post.

I start killing them by squashing them by hand. I really really hate them because they are so small and yet they cause big big troubles when they bite you. That itchiness is like wtfSOSBBQlalamuimamapapa.

Thats not all. The worse is that they are like evolved into mini skunks or something. Everytime you press them to kill them, they are ABSOFREAKINGLY smelly! like skunk smelly. like unwashed armpits smelly.

Just the other day i was eating my chocolates. I swallowed it into my mouth when i taste a funny familiar taste- no not chocolate but ANTS! AND A WHOLE FREAKING LOT OF THEM.

Ants: finally after hours I see light. lets bite his stomach walls and leave him a good souvenir near the A-hole on our way out.

And then 1 or 2 of them ALWAYS have to drop dead into your water tumbler.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

THEY ARE LIKE ALL OVER MY MODEM TOO!

They are carrying some white stuffs which are their eggs i think. Interesting thing is that THEY dont freakin MOVE at all. NO, they are not dead because when i touch them they move an inch then stop. Its like they know im blogging about them right now and they are playing DEAD.

lets see them stop forever when i spray them with Shieldtox. muahahahaha