its so easy to get distracted when you are searching for journals or articles on the net.
My assignment is about vision.
this explains why when i wear glasses girls love me!
I sometimes wear glasses/ sometimes not. Its habit. sometimes i just forget bout them. lol
DO you prefer me wearing glasses or not?
tell me. because i still havent decide to see her with or without glasses on.
wow this time its seriously monday blues.
Woke up this morning and WHAT? ITS MONDAY ALREADY?
seriously, I felt that i SLEPT my weekend away.
so much for that *no more* procrastinating huh?
one assignment DONE another one coming up. It never ends, will it?
Will it?
Its 3AM in the morning and i want to yell out
YATTAAAAAAAAAA I DID IT!!!!!!!!!
I FINISHED MY BIOCHEMISTRY ESSAY!!
luckily its not that tough. 1500 words essay. Just for the past few days Ive been reading all sort of journals which are so…
so…
so…
too..
SCIENTIFIC!.
Just few hours back I was typing words into my essay, and I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS TYPING ALL THE WAY TO THE 1500th word of the essay.
Then when i read my essay again to final check it, hmnnn its not that bad. FOR A LAST MINUTE WORK! never ever ever do THAT again!
* i wondered how many times I said that already for the past few years*
the thing is, our butt only moves if something is pushing it. (butt has no muscles so you cant move it by urself) And the night before your assignment is due, you start to panic and your butt magically MOVES!
Then i took 30 minutes to practice my oral presentation. WHICH IS 6 HOURS FROM NOW.
HECK its just a 2-minute presentation. I have no idea why Im so panicky over it. WHY AM I HAVING THIS PANICKY FEELING? WHOS WATCHING? DR EMILY GOH!
no, im not in love with my recently married chemistry lecturer.
haha ok the fact is, i PANIC because 2 minutes is REALLY REALLY SHORT! Seriously. If i go up in front of the lecture hall, take a deep breath in
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH~
and then take a deep breath out
FWHUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
its already 2 minutes gone!
How are they going to access us in such short time? I think I would be like a bullet train with speed of 102103214893214092143 words/minute.
okay calm down Adrian, calm down. lets see what happens. Time to sleep to freshen up.
You know how sometimes, when you really put your full force and effort into it but in the end it just turns out to be…
nothing.
You have been doing good all this while, and one simple report that takes a few % of your total subject assesment will give you a really huge blow.
I put effort into it.
I put time into it.
I squeezed my brain juice doing it.
I DID MY BEST. I REALLY DID.
and yet, this tiny report mark given by the lecturer just came in and break everything. It just hits me harder for the fact that i really REALLY put myself into it and yet look what happens?
Then there will be people telling you, its just like 5% or less.
but, its SUPPOSED TO BE FREE MARKS!
you take a lil bit here and a lil bit there and all is GONE!
Its so discouraging that I really dont feel like doing anything already. I dont know it just cut deep into your heart.
What is gone is gone. Its over. Think positive.
But,
WHY?
